but it doesn't mean anything,
now that you're gone...

I really miss you a lot. Why? Why did you leave us? Why did you make all of us put on a brave front when all our hearts are actually aching? You made me re-call the past when i've always treated you really badly. Like the times when you did something wrong to S and i will tell her really nasty things to make you guys break up!? However, when time passed, it was really different. I hate to see you guys fight. I always try to make things right for the both of you. When things are fine now, why did you leave her? Why!? She's living in agony every second. Living in pain. Words can't make up for anything now. Just your presence will be enough. I really hope you do have some final words for me and you can always tell me. You will always be in my heart and it will always be there. I Love You!

Selwyn

i feel really feverish,
and i just popped a couple of panadols.
but i guess i'm still gonna head out,
for dinner at least.


 

I just can't stop watching drama serials especially american ones because their story lines are always different from the local or asian ones. They have something with bigger budget, good settings and most importantly - famous cast. I get super excited everytime some interesting new show premieres and if it does suit my preference, then i'm totally on board and stuck with the show. So recently, i've been on the web hearing rave reviews about these shows. Well, only 2 of them are brand new while the other being the typical Gossip Girl.



FLASH FORWARD




Flash Forward is all about people around the world "blacking-out" at the same time. All of a sudden, they just collaspe on the ground having some flash forward memory for 2mins and then, they'll wake up. However, some aren't that lucky to survive because obviously if you're on the plane and when your pilot blacks out... You know the consequences. I can't wait for the second episode to be released the coming week because i'm definitely watching.



TBL: THE BEAUTIFUL LIFE




TBL was seriously what i've been waiting for ever since i heard of it. However, the "suckiest" part was when they had to cancel the show after 2 episodes because of poor ratings. Still, i found it really entertaining and it gives me the "Gossip Girl" vibes. It was dubbed the Gossip Girl of the modeling world. 6 episodes had been produced and only 2 shown. I hope they will just release the other 4 so that i could continue watching it for at least another 4hours.



GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 3

Now tell me, who the hell hates Gossip Girl because it's really powerfully awesomely interestingly amazing. I can't stop getting addicted to it. Season 3 is better than ever and i think this is the only show that keeps everyone entertained all the time. Just wondering how many seasons it will last? Season 2 ended really well and it started off well too. Having like last min changes to the show ain't surprising because this is what Gossip Girl is all about with twisted surprising finales.


No doubt, i'm still waiting for Heroes, Ugly Betty and The Hills to premiere. Then, i will have more stuffs to do while i'm free. Kudos to that! Alright, i'm suppose to leave for Zouk now. Am gonna get dressed and to head down to Zouk really soon. Toodles everyone.